is it cold in here or is that just my heart
Ketzia. 19. Taking it one day at a time.I'm also fabulous. just saying.
"Not everything is supposed to become something beautiful and long-lasting. Sometimes people come into your life to show you what is right and what is wrong, to show you who you can be, to teach you to love yourself, to make you feel better for a little while, or to just be someone to walk with at night and spill your life to. Not everyone is going to stay forever, and we still have to keep on going and thank them for what they’ve given us."
Emery Allen (via remembertosmileyou)
Because seriously i don’t know what to do with my life anymore.
Sometimes it’s hilarious, like I am actually rolling on the ground laughing and smiling from ear to ear. This is good, I like this, nothing makes me happier than this show.
But then I have moments where crazy shit goes down and people are getting killed left and right. Number one rule of supernatural is not to get attached to the person shown in the first five seconds because they will die - ALWAYS - but I still do it. So there’s Jimmy going about his day with his wife and kids and then BOOM! DEAD! and I’m just like:
So fine whatever…I suppose that’s not too bad. BUT THEN they just throw in demons and angels and leviathans oh my! and I just feel that every time my babies are in the clear, they get thrown right back into the fire. How much crap can two people go through? It just doesn’t make any sense!
AND THEN I SWEAR TO GOD YOU JUST CAN’T KEEP KILLING OFF CHARACTERS THAT I HAVE DEVELOPED PERSONAL ATTACHMENT TO, YOU JUST CAN’T I HAVE SPENT HOURS CRYING OVER FICTIONAL CHARACTERS AND THERE’S NOTHING WRONG WITH THAT BUT WHY DOES EVERYONE I LOVE DIE? I’M SO TIRED I CAN’T DO IT ANYMORE I JUST CAN’T
And then all my friends are watching me freak out and they’re like:
To which I promptly reply:
At the end of the day I am a mess, I don’t know how I keep it up. Never before has a show made me feel like this. I love supernatural and honestly i don’t know what i would do without it, but more often than not my days just end up looking like this:
|Person:||How can you tell what song it is from the first 3 seconds of sound?|
|Me:||HOW CAN YOU NOT|
Eeeeeeaaaaaggggglllllleeeee #scrubs #bestbuds
Have you ever wanted something so badly that you dreamt it actually happened? Perfect time for my Disney mentality to come back and bite me in the ass - “a dream is a wish your heart makes.”
My mind literally took the one thing I want more than anything and gave it to me….only to rip it away again once I woke up. It’s not fair. My mind, in an attempt to be kind and appease my desires, has turned around and been a giant douche bag cock tease. This is just not okay.
Reality sucks and the fact of the matter is, is that I’m not going to get what I want, end of story. Time to face the facts and move on.
Well…..at least until tonight
As you grow up they always tell you, “treat others as you would like to be treated.” What they don’t tell you is that you can’t make the assumption that everyone will reciprocate the kindness and affection you give out.
You can be considerate because you would like others to be the same way to you, but you can’t always bet on that happening. Being a good person doesn’t make you any less vulnerable to being treated like crap by those you care about.
Be nice, don’t be nice, doesn’t matter, the universe and people will proceed to treat you like crap either way.
Aint life grand.
"No one is born hating another person because of the colour of his skin, or his background, or his religion. People must learn to hate, and if they can learn to hate, they can be taught to love, for love comes more naturally to the human heart than its opposite."
Everything you love is here(via lovequotesrus)
Happy 21st birthday to one of the most amazing people I know. My life just wouldn’t be the same without you. #happybirthday #it’sMax! #21 #beerpongbuddiesforlife